On the inside…

“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” – Mark Twain

I’m adventurous, laid back & down to earth, your average fun-loving person but i’m anything but ordinary.

I’m creative but organized…sometimes.

I love the whimsical & the philosophical.

I love to laugh & make others laugh as well.

I’m a tomboy – love the outdoors, don’t mind getting dirty, love ripped up jeans & hate dresses (unless it involves a corset).

I love this life, even with the hardships I have found myself in…I’ve loved with all my heart, even those who didn’t love me back, but will do it all over again if I knew I’d get to the place where I am now.

The biggest blow I’ve ever felt to my heart & soul was seeing my mother die with cancer…to watch the strongest person I’ve ever known grow so weak, so fast was imaginable. I was blessed to have her as my mom, my best friend, and was even more blessed to be there for her during here last few months here on earth…there’s something very humbling about seeing your mom cut open and being able to help the doctors care for her wounds…it’s life changing for sure.

Something else that’s life changing is when you’ve given everything of yourself for so long, and get nothing in return, and then one day, after you’ve kept on trucking despite the frustration, you meet that amazing person you knew in your heart of hearts was out there for you…for me, this was finding my soulmate…for me this was finding James.

*blush*

I’ve never been happier and felt so loved and laughed & smiled so much! He’s the best thing that ever happened to me. He’s amazing in every way, and I love him so much. I’d truly be lost without him.


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